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i love having good conversations with my dad. he just told me about his grandfather and how smart he was. he saw a radio, went home and found parts he thought could work in it, and he built one. just built a radio out of nothing. and he was the only person who was able to fix elevators in chicago, including down town, for 20 years. my dad said when he would work construction, he would tell the guys that his grandfather was cub ryan and everyone would stop what they were doing and just look at him and say that he was so lucky to be related and close with someone who was so brilliant. my dad said that he thinks my brother got his smarts from him, and hell i believe it.
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[24 Dec 2004|01:02am] |
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i did these same things last year.
this year--
January:
started at jeff stevens house. hung out with everyone and started dating travis again.
Feburary:
got something taken from me and started dating taco
March:
it was my birthday that month, worked like all of spring break and hung out with taco, aaronn and kristen a lot.
April:
went to mountain ridge's and barry goldwater's prom.
May:
finished up my junior year and got to chill with my brother a lot.
June:
something really bad happened. always hung out with taco.
July:
went to chicago for the whole month. i met kenny and had fun.
August:
came home from chicago. had a CRAZY hectic month. started school.
September:
got a job at fazoli's, me and taco broke up after 6 months. i started going out with jon
October:
halloween!! dressed up as a nurse, haha. hung out with ashley, sammee, and everyone.
November:
me and jon broke up. started going out with canadian.
December:
finished up school, started getting all of next years plans together. went to chicago and had me a good time. i'll be spending new years in arizona and who knows where i'll end up. 2004 wasn't too bad, but i can't wait to see what 05 holds.
NEW YEARS REVELUTIONS:
-get rid of my OCD
-move out of arizona and into the midwest
-HAVE FUN!
six] things that 2004 taught you;
1) school is pointless
2) don't replace your friends with a guy
3) Life can be complicated and im very complicated
4) i apparently can't be alone (i haven't been single since february)
5) love is too complicated and too strong of a word for me
6) love is hard to get over
[six] new people you've met or become close with in 2004;
1) kenny grant
2) ashley barry and sammee gehring (sorry if i spelt your last name wrong sammee hehe)
3) the rabble
4) canadian mike
5) taco
6) all of my old chicago buddies
[five] things you want to do in 2005;
1) move to chicago
2) keep a good boyfriend
3) not be so nieve
4) grow up
5) have fun
[six] personally significant events of 2004;
1) "the carnival"
2) falling in love for the first time
3) getting my heart broken
4) trips to chicago
5) getting to see fall for the first time in 12 years
6) finding myself
[five] things you don't want to do in 2005;
1) make an unchangeable mistake
2) loose my job
3) get heartbroken
4) loose total ability to trust people
5) get arrested
In 2004 did you:
1. Go to a party? most definately
2. Try something new? definately did :D
3. Have someone change your life? Completely
4. Kiss someone? of course
5. Tell your family and friends you love them? everyday of it
6. Buy something extravagant? im sure that i did
7. Do something nice for you? hopefully
8. Do something terribly wrong? definately...
9. Move? thank god i didn't
10. Go to a concert? yes a couple
Best of the Year:
1. Party: holy shit umm there were a lot of good parties. the BEST was the whole tucson weekend--going to tucson for an AWESOME night with my brother, sammee, ashley, and donivan. then going to destry's for the other two nights, but getting really sick and ended up taking wayyy too much cough medicine then getting high then being chased around by che. that whole 3 day weekend was awesome. either that or one at candi's, cody's, or sammee's.
2. Show: don't remember
3. CD: lots and lots of them
4. Movie: super troopers, van wilder, old school, or zoolander defiantely
5. Song: shit there were a lot. probably drop it like it's hot though. haha that's me and ashley's song
6. Experience: love
7. Concert: dunno
8. Book: i read maybe 1
9. Month: either may or december
10. Day: Friday
Worst of the Year:
1. Party: umm.. don't think i went to any that i didn't really want to be at
2. Show: hmm i liked all the ones i went to
3. CD: dunno
4. Movie: dunno
5. Song: um i don't know
6. Experience: the carnival
7. Concert: I loved em all.
8. Book: don't read often enough to have one
9. Month: august
10. Day: Monday
During 2004:
where were you when it began: at jeff stevens house. i didn't even know it began because we were just in his room watching family guy
did you stay up: definately
what was your new year wish? probably to find someone
how many boyfriends: 4
broke up: all of them we broke up but me and mike
have any crushes?: yep..
care to mention names? well my boyfriend-mike
new friends: yes!
name them: ashley, sammee, and the rabble. all of taco's friends too. im sure that i made other new friends too but they're not on the top of my mind.
had to say goodbye: oh yeah, hate that...
missed anyone: yep
win anything? a couple card games!
best place you went to: chicago
worst place you went to: hm dunno
happiest moment: ah i have a lot
how was your birthday: it was really dumb. i went out to dinner then went to sammees and got a bottle of red rum from zac miller as a present and went to wendy's and met up with my friends then went to cody's and just sat there until i had to go home.
best present: hmm dunno
party?:umm... i like to party?
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| 11 more days |
[07 Dec 2004|11:21pm] |
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im boreddddd. tonight was so funny. road block, detour through my legs. ahh lots of funny stuff. late start tomorrow! yay! supppper excited. gonna wake and have fun and go out to breakfast with mike, ashley, tasha, eric, and everyone! yay
im on the phone with kenny and he's crazy.
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| happy birthday |
[06 Dec 2004|01:58pm] |
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today is my father's birthday. so, we are going to go out to dinner at touch of thai. it will be so delicious. right now i just got out of the shower and i threw 2 loads of laundry in. ahh im so bored. this really sucks that ashley is grounded :( im sorry ashley. well, im a boring person with nothing to talk about so lates.
<3
12 more days to chicago
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[01 Dec 2004|11:36pm] |
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welp, im happy right now. im not happy that i have to work all weekend again, but oh well. ahhh. today was fun, i hung out with everyone all day and went home for dinner then chilled again at night. school is dumb i don't want to go anymore.
boring
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| my paper's done! |
[29 Nov 2004|11:06pm] |
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i finally finished my paper! :D haha even though i started it today too. im such a procrastenator (sp?) but eh, i got it done really fast. sure, it's a piece of shit, but it's done. i have nothing hanging over my shoulder now though! so i can sit back, relax, and have fun ;)
i had to go to the therapist today. that wasn't too bad, she seemed really nice and she told me how she would like sneak out of her house when she was a teenager and shit. crazzzzzzzzzzy. and mike came with me so that was cool, i didn't have to go by myself. after school i went to his house and listened to him play music on his computer on his dj thing, lol, then we went to kyle's and watched cheaper by the dozen, then we went to my doctor's appointment all the way out in scottsdale. then when that was over, we got stuck in a 1 hour and 45 minute traffic jam becuase there was a rollover like a couple hundred feel in front of us and someone died, or a couple people did, i don't know. then we went to mikes and then i came home and finished typing my paper.
ahhh....
:D
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[20 Nov 2004|12:02am] |
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tonight was awesome. well, it wasn't too eventfull, but i mean, i thought it was fun cause we just chilled and there was no drama and that makes me happy because i hate drama. im sick of it.
but yeahhhhh :D
<33
ahhh
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[18 Nov 2004|10:11pm] |
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how can i be so dumb? i do everything wrong. damnit.
why do i always have to mess up everything that's good? ahh somebody hit me. hard.
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work is starting to get old.
i need to get a new cell phone.
im ready for the weekend--and it's only tuesday.
pringles are good as hell.
i want to talk to colleen.
me and ashley had a great conversation tonight-we always have those when we're alone and sober, lol.
i miss sammee.
my throat hurts.
my nose is stuffy.
im bored.
edit:
wow, fuck this shit. my feelings are offically hurt.
don't be such a damn pushover.
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today was fun. i went to school, then picked up jon from roberts and we went to my house and i got some chores done and shit. then went to jason's then went and hung out with jeff and paul. it was grand, those kids are so funny. then went with jeff to pick up his sister and brother and then watched him pick up some bitches. went back to pauls then to the park to meet back up with everyone. then me and jon came to ashley's and we're here right now. we're watching austin powers. it's fun. the food here smells really good too and i want to eat it. lates
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danny-sounds like a great time!! haha i have a high chance of getting lucky with you you whore
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yessssssss no school tomorrow. that makes me sooo happy. i got the whole weekend off too, but i might have to go to mexico with my family :/ but i doubt it so that's good. hopefully tonight will be fun.
i miss sammee already :( i want her to come back right now. i sure bet that robert does too.
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[07 Nov 2004|10:00pm] |
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well, this weekend was fun. sammee, ashley, jason, and morgan all got their tattoo's. they're cool as hell, i wish that i would have had enough money to get one. ah, i had to work from 12-5 on saturday and 9-5 today. im so beat. but jon gave me an awesome back massage tonight so im gooood. lol
made an awesome scrap book for sammee, ashley and morgan made it soo awesome. ahh. i love her so much and im going to miss her, but we're going to see her shortly, i know it. :) i love ya sammee <3
boo
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[01 Nov 2004|10:40pm] |
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today was full of festive activities.
lol
ahh im so bored. im not tired at all either. i want to be out, not at home.
i have to work tomorrow. damn that sucks.
im going to stop blabbing.
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tonight was fun. everyone looked hott. that was exciting. ahhh blahhh poopity poop poop. sooo bored.
i got candy though.
we got all dressed up, went to fazoli's lol, went trick or treating by sammee's, then over to danny kobiela's. a lot of ppl were there, and it was fun. it was pretty cold out, which was awesome. my dress just buttons up all the way so on the way home i just ripped it off and had my corriset on, it was great, lol haha.
when my dad saw my costume he was like oh well that's nothing out of the norm for you ali. then he looked over at ashley and goes she's been the same thing for 12 years now--a hooker. then i was like no dad, im a nurse. and he was like well if i was in the hospital and looked up and my nurse looked like that, i would have thought i died and went to heaven.
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just got back from roberts. today was a good day. but now im bored.
happy halloween everyone. i hope that you and i both get a ton of candy tomorrow.
<3
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today was perttty fun. i went to the bank after school, then to brandon's, then to pauls. chris, matt frank, jon, robert, paul, trish, jeff, amd brandon were all there. we smoked and it was fun. i had me a good time. then i had to go to work and that sucked, but after work i went up to the desert, but then the cops were coming so we left, then we got my brother, went to the coldasac and met up with jeff and paul and smoked somemoreso now im just sitting at my house, relaxin, or chablazin, lol. ahh well time for bed.
jon is bitchin ;)
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